Fight The Dawn
An Abstract Legacy

Archive: Sep 2020

Hope

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What did I know about Hope?

It always felt to me
To be a little lingering lie.
I dismiss it, denigrate it,
And depart from it.

Still it slinks close by;
My silver lining shadow.
It makes its home
Deep inside my bones
Coursing through my system
Always connected to my heart.

Pulsating in perfect symphonic
Chords that discordantly play
With respect to the reality
Grounded in my soul.

And even when the chaos
Bursts forth and brings the
Truth to light:
The opposition to the refrain;
My lifelong friend,
My compassionate companion
(Dangerous demon)
Still remains.

It cannot,
Nay
Will not:
Die.

What did I know about Hope?

Before The Fall

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I feel their eyes bearing down on me
Assessing me, peering in to traverse
The maze I have erected to catch
A glimpse of what I hold inside.

Not out of judgement
Nor condemnation,
As much as I might wish it so, No
It is out of care
Out of love.

I don’t wish to be loved right now,
Except for the love I know
I cannot have.
My heart has left me
Given to another (to her)
Taken to a place I cannot travel to.
Solely left to feel everything,
Apart from her.

Lost and lonely
Out to sea again
Face pressed to the rising seafoam
Greeting my cheeks
With a forlorn kiss.

I once hailed ‘land ho’
But now greet my lifelong friend
The open sea.